i did something totally raw and spontaneous yesterday, and made a little video in the wee hours of the morning. i guess i just felt the need to reach out in a way that feels more personal than status updates and all that.
i had my friends in mind when i started, but in watching back, i see that i ended up telling myself things i needed to hear.
ps – i should add that i took my own advice yesterday. i drummed with people, went for a nice hike and said hello to my favorite tree, and i even began a new painting. i don’t feel distraught anymore ❤ at least for today ha.